A little Christmas Cheer for the STBX.
As for the girls, like you, I also don’t think they need their father. You mentioned some nonsense to me before about how daughters needing their daddy’s but I am sure you were just trying to manipulate me into doing something for you at the time and you could not have really meant what you said. Your present actions speak louder than some wayward conversation we may have had in the distant past anyways. You and I both know that the courts think the same way and that fathers are an unnecessary component to any child upbringing. Also the courts are never concerned with the wellbeing of men or how they will be able to survive nor should they be.
Maybe you have another man to replace me that you think would be better for them, or maybe he romances you better than I ever did. Women in their 30’s are easily finding good husbands to marry them, and you are still relatively attractive for your age so you should have no problem meeting that perfect man to marry you. And you won’ t even have to settle for any man you’re not head over heels in love with like you had to do with me. Either way, as you expressed to me numerous times you want me out of their lives, so I am out, and I am making this choice willingly. That means I don’t want to know anything about them and of course I don’t want any of the responsibility. You cannot have your cake and eat it too you know.
So I decided that because you don’t want me in their lives I should just forget about them and just go back to the life I was living before we met, which was actually quite fun and exciting before meeting you. I figure I can enjoy being a bachelor like I did before, partying with various young women doing what I want without consequence and I won’t have to worry about kids or anything else but myself. It’s not like I would ever get the full commitment of any woman in my life. I have even been thinking again about getting a vasectomy which I seriously wanted to do before I even met you. That way I won’t have to be concerned with any more sudden and unplanned surprises. Anyway it’s not like you really wanted to have sex all that much, nor will we ever do so again in the future. As for remarriage, I see no point as it was a mistake the first time marrying any woman, because this is what always happens to us men or at least 90% of us because you women often are the ones who decide you don’t need us anymore for whatever reason. Plus it’s just not popular to marry anymore. We are only good for sperm donations and its time men should realize this and quit complaining. The Rules have changed after all, plus I am sure you feel regret for not being able to have more fun when you were young. I knew the risks, as did you.
Divorce is a good thing because your happiness is the most important thing you can ever strive for and Tara, you do deserve happiness irregardless of what you might have to do to get it and regardless of what anyone may think or say about what you are doing. You have your pride after all. Some people won’t understand all the crap and abuse you had to go through being married to me and how you say I committed adultery by looking at porn. They may even try to tell you the kids will be messed up from their parents splitting up. Don’t listen to them. They do not know what they are talking about. I know before you left me you had thought a lot about how much better your life would be without having a husband (like me) to think about. Now that you left you are living the dream and soon you will be able to cash in. All the power to live your life as you see fit is yours. You have seen so many other woman succeed at what you’re doing such as your mother and my mother and things are good for both of them so why won’t they be for you too. Both of them ended up very well I think. Their children are no worse for going through the experience and most of their hardships were only temporary.
I thought this would be the best present I could give you and the girls. As soon as you file for divorce and expedite its review, you can take everything I have left and rape me with child support payments I cannot afford, nor will I ever pay. Then I will have to leave the area or maybe even the country for somewhere that’s more interesting so I can be free from you and the man. I know if I sell the rest of my stuff I can live comfortably in Thailand for a few years or more. I see no reason to stick around here seeing as I won’t have any more contact with you or my progeny as per your desires.
This letter is not a joke or a parody, quite the opposite. This letter is just my acceptance of the present reality of the situation, our current laws, and your general dislike and disregard for me. I suppose it’s the last stage of my grief and all of that so I am now good to finally move on. I am happy I have finally gotten to this point. Again this is not a joke, I feel much better about my being single again. Aren’t you relived that I finally accept the inevitable and will give you the girls 100% so I can go off and party and do my own thing and leave you alone? That is what you told me you wanted after all so as a gift I am giving it to you. Sorry I didn’t have a bow.
BTW, Merry Christmas.
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