My Letters to the Women I Have Loved

By: MonkeyWerks

Most men have feelings, in fact I will say with certainty men and not woman are the only ones who can express true honest love.  I strive to harden my heart so I may temper my emotions to women in general. I think this is necessary in this modern age.  I would like to think I am pragmatic enough to realize this and to realize the challenges that I will face in the future.

Some men will call this being beta, and maybe they are right.  I think during a man’s reinvention he will have to come to terms with the emotions that led him to embark on his journey on the first place.  I see that it is usually negative circumstances that cause men to follow this path.  I believe as a man realizes his inner or past alpha as I am doing, or turning his beta traits into more alpha traits, he will need to feel things that he has kept bottled up for quite some time.  That is the purpose of my letters.  Of course the women that are the subject of these letters will never read them, or have only read limited and heavily edited versions, because if they did it would only serve to turn them off, as we know.

My thoughts on these letters are that they will allow me to come to terms with my past and my struggles with the opposite sex. By doing this I will be able to deal with the issues and emotions in the most positive and productive way.  After this is accomplished these issues will be neutralized and the emotions expressed in these letters can be turned into the motivation necessary to change myself into the man I want to become, a man who reaches his full potential.

Comment on them if you wish point out where I might have screwed up.  This is for me and men in similar situations to come to terms with the gender issues we face and our heartbreaks.

The Letters:

My Last Letter to My Wife
Stained Sheets
I Wish
Sitting Here at 3AM
Our first Three Dates
Your Passionate Poison

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